First thing's first: Get some professional help.
You seem to be tackling this on your own and you're getting nowhere.
Get to the doctor, go to that AA meeting, start speaking to professionals.
Reading that last post, which is full of the kind of spelling mistakes you don't normally make, I can tell you're exhausted, emotional and possibly drunk again.
If it's the latter, it's not helping anyone, especially yourself.
Those are some pretty dark thoughts you're having.
Sorry if I'm putting 2 and 2 together to make five.
As others have said, vent away here. We're looking forward to seeing you coming out of the other side of this.
However, get some professional help.
You seem to be tackling this on your own and you're getting nowhere.
Get to the doctor, go to that AA meeting, start speaking to professionals.
Reading that last post, which is full of the kind of spelling mistakes you don't normally make, I can tell you're exhausted, emotional and possibly drunk again.
If it's the latter, it's not helping anyone, especially yourself.
Those are some pretty dark thoughts you're having.
Sorry if I'm putting 2 and 2 together to make five.
As others have said, vent away here. We're looking forward to seeing you coming out of the other side of this.
However, get some professional help.
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