Talking... I suppose about anything right now is a help I guess. Just trying to keep my mind off things. I’ve got a lot of anger in me, I’ve had it for years and I’ve always struggled to keep it bottled. The past few years have been so much better and I thought I’d beaten it, but now I find myself in this situation and I’m struggling to keep it at bay.
I’ll randomly become furious, and find it really hard to keep control. I’ve got to though. If only for my partner and my beautiful kitty. They really are the only things I’m fighting for right now- I’m just really struggling to see light at the end of the tunnel.
Another day, another day of hope lost a little bit. Feels like im starting to see the darkest days right now, I’ve got to try and stay positive, for them, at least.
But yeah, doing my best to help others is nice, but it’s also a little selfish on my part too- because right now this forum is probably one of the few outlets I have- so I’m sorry if you see me posting about any old nonsense.
I’ll randomly become furious, and find it really hard to keep control. I’ve got to though. If only for my partner and my beautiful kitty. They really are the only things I’m fighting for right now- I’m just really struggling to see light at the end of the tunnel.
Another day, another day of hope lost a little bit. Feels like im starting to see the darkest days right now, I’ve got to try and stay positive, for them, at least.
But yeah, doing my best to help others is nice, but it’s also a little selfish on my part too- because right now this forum is probably one of the few outlets I have- so I’m sorry if you see me posting about any old nonsense.
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