I'm on Match.com and it's going about as well as my stint on eHarmony. As in utter ****e. I have no clue as to what I can do to improve things. I message women who I think are the best matches, few who share similar experiences and lifestyles but never get a reply. Internet dating has always felt like online shopping with a maxed out credit card - you can keep trying to buy things but it's still not going to happen.
Cliches like "everything happens for a reason" and "there's someone out there for everyone" seem to keep resonating in my brain and I want to believe them. I'm completely torn between the hopelessness of the when and the loneliness of now.
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't thinking about ditching video games, they seem to be my biggest folly. Yes I realise it's the moderation I need to work on and really think I should trade in another ****load and give away a whack of Japanese stuff I can't get money for here (watch the It's For Free Blue Thread this weekend!) If I can be a little proactive in trying to change my lifestyle perhaps I can refocus.
I'm sure as **** not going back to drinking like I used to.
Cliches like "everything happens for a reason" and "there's someone out there for everyone" seem to keep resonating in my brain and I want to believe them. I'm completely torn between the hopelessness of the when and the loneliness of now.
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't thinking about ditching video games, they seem to be my biggest folly. Yes I realise it's the moderation I need to work on and really think I should trade in another ****load and give away a whack of Japanese stuff I can't get money for here (watch the It's For Free Blue Thread this weekend!) If I can be a little proactive in trying to change my lifestyle perhaps I can refocus.
I'm sure as **** not going back to drinking like I used to.
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