I thought more about this and, in the broadest way possible, yes I'm happy.
I have a wife who I love, two amazing children, a mortgage that will be non-existant by the time Nancy starts school and a job that gives me a certain degree of freedom with regards to how I complete my tasks.
I've had some pretty ****ty periods in my life which have caused immense pain and made me far more cynical than I wish I was. I always look for the ulterior motive or negative outcome in most things which is seriously damaging at times.
Trouble is that without the negative stuff I wouldn't be where I am now with what I have so I really should just forget about it and crack on but I'm not wired that way.
I have a wife who I love, two amazing children, a mortgage that will be non-existant by the time Nancy starts school and a job that gives me a certain degree of freedom with regards to how I complete my tasks.
I've had some pretty ****ty periods in my life which have caused immense pain and made me far more cynical than I wish I was. I always look for the ulterior motive or negative outcome in most things which is seriously damaging at times.
Trouble is that without the negative stuff I wouldn't be where I am now with what I have so I really should just forget about it and crack on but I'm not wired that way.
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