It's crazy but I was actually thinking of you more than any other member when I typed the rest of us are scum.
Good, I’m glad you thought of me, I hope it eats away at you inside, out on the mountain paths when your all alone, I’ll just pop into your head, out of nowhere, HUSH HIPPIE.
Trying to get over the fact that I’m buying JP PS1 games on my PAL PS3 instead of buying a JP PS3 and physical PS1 games. Hurts my collector heart severly. Other than that I’m just FINE
With it being World Mental Health Day I thought I'd bring this back and ask how everyone is doing.
With myself I can feel the swell of depression rising again. It seems to come in cycles and then goes away for a few months, I've got used to it. I tend to get quiet and self reflective around this time and then pop out the other end back to 'normal'.
My house sale is taking an age, and with a time limit in place and solicitor cock ups, I’m not sure if everything is going to make it.
My company is being taken over and there’s uncertainty with that, and my beloved cat is feeling unwell- so I’m trying to get her to a vet as I type.
My mental health is at a point where I’m struggling to motivate myself, so I’m putting on weight and the unhappy cycle continues. My partner is feeling it too, and the cracks are starting to show with her also.
All of this is setting my anxiety into overdrive, and not a minute goes by without thinking about something or everything.
If I can just get this house sale and move done before December, I might be able to breathe.
I hope to god my little girl is okay, because the minutes at a time I spend with her are my only positive. I love her so much and if anything happens to her I genuinely don’t think I could continue.
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