I was 38 on Tuesday just gone and I feel old.
Having a full time job (which is actually more hours than a normal 9-5) and then two young children too means I'm constantly tired as the youngest wakes up at least three times in the night.
I actually sat in my (company) car the other day and sobbed because I'm so tired. I would do almost anything for a decent night of sleep.
I find myself snapping for no reason. I promised myself that I wouldn't be "that Dad" who shouts at his children but there are times where I feel so knackered and the kids are, quite rightly, being kids and I just snap.
Then I think about how we're close to moving house. This is good. Putting myself into £185k of additional debt. Not so much. This stresses me out.
So at the moment. Not too happy.
Having a full time job (which is actually more hours than a normal 9-5) and then two young children too means I'm constantly tired as the youngest wakes up at least three times in the night.
I actually sat in my (company) car the other day and sobbed because I'm so tired. I would do almost anything for a decent night of sleep.
I find myself snapping for no reason. I promised myself that I wouldn't be "that Dad" who shouts at his children but there are times where I feel so knackered and the kids are, quite rightly, being kids and I just snap.
Then I think about how we're close to moving house. This is good. Putting myself into £185k of additional debt. Not so much. This stresses me out.
So at the moment. Not too happy.
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