Originally posted by Dogg Thang
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I actually have no problem in talking about the way I feel when my depression strikes - in fact I usually relish the opportunity to vent the way I feel about things in the hope that someone will actually be able to connect with me and understand. Unfortunately they never can and that includes councillors. That sounds very Emo and `woah is me, no one understand me` (even to my ears) but my circumstances really are pretty unique.
I'd like to be able to spill my guts anonymously on the internet and share why, to talk about the things I've had to put up with that have made me this way over the course of the last eight years. Sadly (and as other members had noted when I'd made posts and then removed the content) it would be far too easy for someone to trace it back to me. When you're dealing with someone who will stop at nothing until they get your blood as a panacea for their perceived lack of justice (in a bid to actually cover their own mistakes and try to alleviate their own guilt), then it's hard to just vent without fear of recrimination.
But suffice to say that bottling up a large level of injustice that's been levied against you (and one which your peers will sympathise with you, but won't say in public or stand up for you for fear of getting dragged in) sure as hell takes its toll.
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